So, this post is brought to you by the ladies pictured above.
It was after class the other day that I happened to be right next to them as they were talking about their plans. One girl explained how she has always known her plan. She received 48 credits in High School, always knew that she was going to attend the University of Utah and then was going to get her Ph.D. She took 24 credits this semester and plans on taking 21 credits next semester. Not to mention she is getting a double major in Anthropology and Mass Comm. She just always knew it was her plan. The next girl always knew she was going to get her associates from Dixie and then attend the U, followed by a Masters. She too also went on to explain how she has to follow a plan, and BLAH,BLAH,BLAH.
I'm sitting there like well I guess I just fly by the seat of my pants ladies because this lady has no plan. The truth is there once was a plan. I remember I stood up in my Sports Marketing Class senior year and explained to the class my plan.I told them how I was going to travel and not get married until I was about 23 or so. I was going to get my degree, and someday be a News Anchor. One day that plan went up in flames. I changed my idea about marriage, and I decided it was okay that I was going to get married at 19. And don't get me wrong it would have been okay, it would be okay to get married at any age.
Here's the deal.
I am not married. I haven't traveled much. Reason being I learned this thing called life actually requires money to survive. I have decided I don't really want to be an News Anchor. I will however get my degree. Someday.
I walked away asking myself, What happened to my PLAN? What is my PLAN? I realized I honestly don't have a plan.
The thing about having a PLAN is that things change. One day could change everything. Sometimes there is another plan for us and we need to be willing to let that plan happen. I know if I would have stuck with my first idea of a "PLAN" I would not be here. I would not have learned these valuable lessons.
So, although I don't have one specific path that I am willing to follow, I do however have many plans. I change my mind everyday. I don't know exactly where I am going to end up, but I do know that I am doing what is right for me.
Moral of the story is... Don't Panic.
Everything will happen as it should, even if it doesn't go exactly as YOU planned.
Not exactly. If you would have asked me that last year, or a year and a half ago. I would have never said that it has flown by.
I have learned enough to fill up an index about myself. It's true. It has been quite the journey that I never would have taken had I not had my heart broken into a thousand tiny pieces. to be honest were still working on the put back together part. It works out because I feel like this second remodel of my heart has made it stronger than ever before. It now knows when to put up guard, the taking down part still needs some work. It's smarter.
softer.
and more selective.
We don't take any lad making his way down the conveyor belt. In fact we haven't taken any at all. Everything takes time. Everything.
2 years ago it was a beautiful day. It was the perfect amount of sunny and cloudy. The air was crisp, but not like it is today.
This day usually is put down on record for the best day of people's lives.
Yeah. That good.
EXCEPT.
It wasn't.
It wasn't the best day. It wasn't the worst day I have ever had either. It just happened to be any other day.
two years ago on this very day I would have married someone.
It was a blessing in disguise, because the young lady I was, was not ready. Not ready at all.
I am thankful for these 2 years. So very very thankful.
The battle with the heart is not easily won, I tell you what.
There are 3 things in my life right now that I will never take for granted again.
1. Dishwasher
2. A Garbage Can as opposed to a dumpster across the parking lot
3. Microwave
Things would run a little bit smoother around here if I were to have these luxuries of life.
I miss the dishwasher too much. In spite of not having a dishwasher, I don't wash my dishes. I don't even have a disposal so I have to reach down and grab the remnants that were left from scrubbing and manually walk them over to the garbage can that won't get taken out again until maybe April because it is so cold outside. I remember the days when there was a trash bin that I could throw all my DC's into when I got out of the car, or I could take the garbage from the house out to the trash in 5 very easy steps. Those days are gone. I took every single time I took the garbage out for granted. Last, but certainly not least the Microwave. I know I have the option of going out and purchasing one, but I haven't brought myself to that decision yet. The oven does the job when its hired too but its just not the same. I always forget about this too. I buy oatmeal, and lean cuisines, and popcorn and realize the second I walk in the door that those things have no chance in my household. It's a shame. Truly. When I grow up and have these things in my life again, I will be sure to live everyday grateful that there is a Trash can outside my door, a Dishwasher ready to clean even the toughest grime, and a Microwave ready to heat anything at the touch of a hand. Until then I will continue to stare at these dishes in my sink, and wonder how ever will I get them clean?
Lately, I want to throw my hands up in the air and run around like a crazy person. I don't know why, but I feel like I'm slowly losing touch with my purpose. I don't exactly know what my purpose is right now but the drive I once had at the beginning of the semester is disappearing. I'm letting confusion take over. The path I have chosen has a big glob of fog over it. There are decisions to be made, and I feel like I'm not in the right mind to make them. I realize things happen, plans change but I can't decide if I should make a U turn and turn left where I had taken a right before. This could change my plan drastically or I could see what's down the road and realize the right turn was in fact the right choice. Life is no walk in the park people. I don't want to mess up the progress I have made, because i may not get it back. It's a risk, a rather big one. My heart and head are telling me two different things. The trick is knowing which one to listen too and when. Time is what I do have at the moment. I have time to decide, time to think, and time to evaluate my options. Nothing is worse then rushing big decisions. Someone once told me to write down what's important to me? What do I want, and what have I learned? So bring I'm the lists. Things are about to get crazy up in here!
Onnnn a brighter note, I did the weather this week on Newsbreak and it may be pure comedy. I'm thinking it will be included on a upcoming post. It's just that good. Get ready folks.
Glad we had this Chat.....
Hi. My name is Chelsi and I am possibly the most awkward human being.ever. Lately, its as though I can't hold a conversation without saying something completely out of context, or just plain awkward. i.e.
Today I went to visit my mom for lunch, we said our goodbyes and I was walking away alone, naturally. Anyway, a gentlemen approaches me from behind. Which can be aswakward in and of itself. Opening statement: Would it be weird if I asked you for number? I'm sure I gave him a look to remember because he quickly came back with a "probably huh?" uh. What? First of all you came at me from behind and scared me slightly, second I just got a new phone number and I'm not sure I know it yet, third I'm Chelsi. The conversation went something like where do you work? Oh, um, I don't work, well I work but I don't work here, but my Mom does. Work here that is.
Spit it out.
Well, mister x didn't care he just wanted some digits and don't worry homeboy didn't even have his phone. He "memorized" it.
I'm not even confident that I gave him the right number.
Yeah I'll talk to you soon... Bahahha there is no way.
Shout Out.
to one of my best friends Melissa.
She won't read this so I can say whatever I want and she won't know.
She had a birthday yesterday and we celebrated by getting Pedi's and signing me up with her and her loved one on their family plan. I'm a bad friend, but she insisted and I couldn't turn down the white iphone that I have been dreaming about.
Liss and I were sisters separated at birth. We have identical brains. Creepy? Yes, but the idea grows on ya. We met each other right in the nick of time. She literally saved me, because we do have the same brain, when I'm not thinking logically she is. The last two years for both her and I came with many surprises, and it only became more apparent why we met when we did.
She is my spokesperson when I can't talk.
I think she is pretty great and I'm glad she had a birthday.
Lastly.
The first time I heard this song, I didn't love but for some reason it has captivated me.
I had a big fat test the other day and this song for some reason pumped a sista up. Rihanna never seizes to fill my ears with pure joy.
We Found Love.
I may or may not love what she says in the beginning. What? im innocent.
So, as we all know I am a server. I get drinks for people of all kinds. Well the other night someone had me mix quite the peculiar combination and it intrigued my interest to say the least. When things calmed down I decided to give it a whirl. Now when I write this, give it a chance before you hate on it.... Diet Coke {my personal beverage selection} AND Rootbeer. It sounds like throw up but trust me it does not taste this way. If you have ever tried Diet Rootbeer you know that it belongs with the pups, but when you Diet Cola and just a pinch of Rootbeer you are doing yourself a favor just trust me. It tastes like rootbeer but it isnt as bad cause it just cancels out the Diet Coke and tastes like Rootbeer. I would not lead you astray, partly because I have been drinking Diet Coke a little excessively these days and this adds a nice switcharoo to my life.
Next.
item of business.
I must warn if you are easily offended then click the X in the top right corner of your screen.
I had an embarrassing moment that is worth writing because its THAT embarrasssing.
It was late one Monday night. I was ready to go home but got sat my last table. I was pretty happy that they were as least ordering some alcoholic bevs because if you have been a server then you know that means bigger tip. Well everyone ordered, and then I get to this last fella who wants something that we don't offer on the menu, but shouldn't be to hard to whip up. So I go talk to our friendly bartender and I tell him the DEETs. Well in restaurant land, if we don't have the button for a paticular item we just type it in and give a price that seems suitable for that item. I did just as I was supposed to but just to be funny named the drink something with a little spice...
Never again will I do this. EVER.
I get the drink out to the man, and it had been made to perfection. The night goes on and its time for me to deliver the check. Get a load of this folks.
Me: Heres your check and I'll be your cashier when your ready.
Return a couple of minutes later
Lady: So for corporate purposes we might need you to change the name of the drink on this check?
RUSSIAN NIPPLES may not fly with our boss.
Me: red faced, apologize and simply walk away.
Oh Chels, you know better.
Russian Nipples?
Better believe it.
So, whether it be Diet Coke with Rootbeer or Russian Nipples, Chelsi J will always have the beverage for you.
Oh wait, I'm not even sure I have neighbors except the fact that they get mail and I get money mailers addressed to the current resident. The truth is I'm sure that they probably think the same thing about me. Life has been a tad bit on the crazy side. Little bit of break downs, panic attacks, and a lot of figuring everything out on my own. It's crazy the things that you will do when you are forced out of your comfort zone. I knew it would be a toughie but in the end you survive. I have learned a lot these last 2 months and everyday I know will bring something new, and if not without fail another day will come. I have had the chance to hit rock bottom and rebuild there. I wouldn't have it any other way. Life is good. This last week I was able to take a much needed break, recharge if you will. It was... well there isn't words for how good it was. I took a jet plane to visit the sun, and the cutest kids/sis-in- law in the world. I feel a tribute coming on, but it deserves it's own post so stay tuned...
In other news one of my best friends got hitched. I got to participate more so than I have in my other friends weddings and I loved it. She made a B-E-A-U tiful bride. Just see for yourself.
As for right now I have to go kill a massive critter that has lost its way on my wall, but just so you know miss chelsi j is back so get pumped, or dont. Whatev.
Yes people CHANGE is going on here. It's amazing how much life can change in a matter of 7 days. I knew it was coming, I prepared, I planned, and I executed. I quit my jobs, moved into a place by myself, transferred universities, and let go of a past that was haunting me. I have repeated countless times that "I can DO this." I knew it was going to be different, scary and completely unknown territory but I wasn't backing down. Well here I am sitting in a random building on campus scared shitless. I did it and I am starting fresh.
My new place is great. There are a few things that aren't ideal, but then again that always happens. I don't have a/c, no Internet, no t.v., at the moment no couch, little food, but I'm happy. I couldn't ask for a better opportunity. Fear can't hold me back anymore, I may be diving head first into dark water, but I have nothing to lose. I start Monday at the Changers here in Salt Lake. The thing about restaurants is that it is one big Clique, or several just depends I guess. Well being new is like stepping into a NO TRESPASSING area. Especially for the ladies. They will make you work for even a simple hello, or half smile. No jokes. I know this, because I am semi- guilty of this. Long story short being the new girl straight up blows.
Thanks Deb Downer you are now excused.
Here goes nothing. I will post pics of the new flat on the double, as soon as it becomes presentable. Its quite the charmer.
Warning this post could get a bit gross, so Viewer Discretion is Advised. Let me Begin my story at the age of lets say 13. I was entering that awkward adolescence stage. Also entering my life were pimples, or zits for lack of a better term. I have never quite accepted them as well, a constant companion but nonetheless they show up and I attack at first sight. I always thought when I got older we would go our separate ways and I would be able to look at them in a old picture and remark on "How I am so glad those days are over..." Oh what a dream. I have taken drastic measures to get rid of these puppies but I got nothin. They aint going anywhere, and I hate to say I don't think they are planning on going anywhere. Don't get me wrong I love a good mirror squirter but enough is enough. Shew little zitties. Lately, my face mainly the lower Jaw Line has decided to resemble the Wasatch Front. I wish I was being funny, but I'm really concerned. I am not 13, I agreed to let them stay through High School but then I thought surely once I turned 18 or something they will have no choice but to disappear because, well just because... I mean I get the once a month break-out thing, and I wish that was my excuse. I am worried. Woman do Not have ACNE!!! Not that I am a Woman but I am getting close I think. Oh Mercy, I just remembered my appointment with my Academic Couselor bright and early. I can just imagine what he will be thinking about this.
Me: Hi, My name Chelsi Hansen. Yeah, I am going into Broadcast Journalism.
His mind: Oh no your not, Not with that whitie tidy on your lower left cheek. That needs some attention.
My mind: Oh crapper. I forgot to pop Mt. Timp before I left. He's staring at it. He is totally staring at it. My eyes are up here buddy. Focus, just focus on the task at hand.
Him: So, have you considered anything else in this field? Like perhaps being behind the camera instead of in front of it? Just a thought Ms. Hansen.
Me: I'm getting it taken care of. Back off bro.
ANYWAYS...
Does anyone have suggestions? I am hoping to get a date this century so anything would be nice. Also if anyone out there reads this and feels so inclined to help a sista out. I am also looking for a JOB and a APT in the big city {SLC}. Let me know.
I don't know why I think this is so funny. Maybe because it gives hope to singles Nation Wide. Zits or not there is always Harry. Who is Harry? No one knows.
So I know that I am a little late writing this and to be honest I didn't know if I ever would end up completing this post. I have thought a lot about what I wanted to write to remember the feelings that I have had every year on July 17th.
There is so much that I want to remember, and there is also so much that I want people to know about the man I once called my Dad. July 17th may just be a regular beautiful summer day, but for me it brings back haunting memories of a summer night 13 years ago. I won't go into too much detail, but one moment I remember watching Susie Q on Disney Channel and the next I know I am listening to my mom's horrifying scream. In between this time I go into my room and I kneel down saying an earnest prayer to my Heavenly Father. I don't know how, but I knew that my Dad was never going to wake up again. So I just prayed that my family would make it through this, that we would all be okay, and please please watch over us. Unfortunately I was right. He never woke up.
The rest of the night will be burned into my memory forever. The days and weeks to follow however are one big Blur. I think about this day often. There is so much I wish I would have done differently. Although, I know thinking like that can drive one CRAZY. I'll keep it real simple and just say I wish I could have one more Dad hug. I would even let him give me a smooch on the cheek.
I wonder what he would think of me today. I wonder what he would say about the daughter I have become. Would he be proud of me? How would he feel about the boys I have dated?
To my DAD i say this...
Today we got together and ate your favorite foods,and talked about your favorite things. We each said something about you so those that have joined our family get to know you a little better. We miss you so much its not comprehendable. I keep quiet when it comes to talking about you because even though it is 13 yrs later I still can't believe your not here. I keep you in mind when it comes to making decisions because I want to make you proud. This road hasn't been easy without you, but we are all making it everyday. Don't be mad about the whole U thing. I promise I will never switch over to the other side :) I can't wait to catch up someday. Until then... I love ya.
I love the 4th of July for so many reasons. This year was especially fun for some reason. My whole family was here and it was better than usual. No, we didn't go to Stadium of Fire like usual, we didn't go to any fancy rodeo's, or firework shows. We stayed in Midway and had our own firework show. My brother made this possible along with the neighbors. They would light one and then we had to have a comeback. Nothing like a little innocent firework competition. It was good. Not to mention my cuddle partner or should I partners? Who needs boyfriend when you got the cutest nephews in the world? I certainly do not. I am one lucky gal to have this family to call my own.
I'll give ya a sneak peek into this fun little weekend.
Meet Kaia my walking partner.
Cuddle bud number one... Porter.
Lunch by the pool brought to by Grammy. Look at that jealous on looker in the background. No pulled pork sandwiches for you buddy.
This little girl has me wrapped around her little finger. What is it about babes falling asleep on your chest?
Cheese. Hi we love fireworks.
Okay what? I got a little carried away with playing house. I am what you call a baby hog. I can't help it.
Love my cheesy fourth of July outfit. You should have seen the fam walking around Midway Main Street. Were proud to be Americans. Let freedon ring.
There they are. I am so happy I can be the Auntie to each and everyone of them. These kids are pretty special and the cutest things in the world. I may be biased but I think anyone would agree.
So my friend Ari and I went on a much needed vacation. We decided on Wednesday to leave on Tuesday. So it was slightly spontaneous. I was lucky enough to get work off very easily and we were on our way. We stayed in St. George for the first night, then it was off to the land of casinos and shopping. Vegas. Vegas? Vegas!!!! We got lost in the biggest H&M store in the world. I am sad to report that I left with only a pair of sun glasses. I think I was a little overwhelmed. Then we were off to the Cheesecake Factory where we got the best spots. I can't remember but I don't think we talked about much. We just people watched the entire time.
We decided being 21 and all that it was time to pull our first slot. We looked like total first timers roaming the casino. Who knew you don't put a quarter in anymore? Geez that was embarrassing. Sadly we did not win anything.
a little serendipity if you will.
Then to California we went. It was a little colder than we had anticipated. We headed to LA for the first day, and low and behold who do we see but Mario Lopez in all his glory. He is even better in person. Those dimples? stop it Mario. Then to top it off that afternoon we indulged in the Oh so nummy Sprinkles! IF you are ever in LA and have a sweet tooth, please, please, please go to sprinkles.
To end the day my Sister-in-Law Gay took us to Katsuya. We get all ready to go hop in my car, and BAM... Oops that was the babysitters car. SO embarrassing. Gay goes in and I'm sure the convo went something like this. "So bad news... we just hit this prius. Oh so thats yours then? Well shoot we got ya then. Would you mind pulling it forward so we can move? Thanks." Luckily she was super chill. Phew. Back to dinner, so It's this Sushi place with the coolest bathrooms you have ever seen in your entire life. It honestly was one of the best meals I have ever eaten. EVER. We ate as if tomorrow would never come. Yep we ate that much and more.
Really?
There was mirrors everywhere.
Then a random asain lady would pop up in the mirror. Which explains my face. What a creppy thing that was.
The next day we had big plans, but due to the weather they didn't really happen. It was chilly! So we decided shopping would be fitting. 3rd street Promenade? Don't mind if we do. Needless to say we went into our first store and 30 min into it we were done. I was burnt out of shopping. It was a long day full of bad decisions on my part. I thought driving back to sprinkles would hit the spot. Well traffic didn't agree with me so that was cool. Traffic followed me everywhere I went. Everywhere!
We decided that we left Utah to find the sun, and since it wasn't shining where we were, we would go find it. We left the next morning in search of blue skies. We made it to Barstow before we needed a refill on DC and food. We ended up staying there for probably 2 hours just basking in the sun. Chipotle chips and guac, you complete me. I can't explain how nice it was not having one thing in the world to do and no where to be. Give me a diet coke, the sun, and my best friend and you have one happy Chelsi.
This trip was exactly what I needed. Way too much Diet Coke and treats made for a great road trip. Its also nice having your best friend and Justin Biebs to entertain you. So many funny times. Let me just take this opportunity to publicly apologize to the innocent Asian pedestrian that I almost ran over. I promise I didn't see you running your heart out on that cross walk. Luckily the police man saw me and pulled me over shortly after. He made sure I hadn't been drinking. I don't blame him. I'm terribly sorry and I hope your not scarred for life like myself.
Staying at the budget in could not have been more fun. I was skeptical at first but it was great. This picture say's it all...
We have been talking about this trip for years. I know that this was the only opportunity that we would have to do this trip. I'm so glad it was a success. Sorry for the picture overload. I never post pics so I decided what the hay. Lets do this.
So, in honor of the Oprah Winfrey show ending I thought it appropriate to start watching the final shows leading to her goodbye. (Special Thanks to DVR) I honestly shed a tear or two in every episode this last week. If you know me, then you know I am not a big crier. The Surprise Spectacular shows this last Monday and Tuesday especially got me. Today when she walked out and the whole audience and crew were lined up just clapping I seriously could not control myself. If anyone would have walked in, you would have thought I found out that my mom had just died, therefore making me an orphan child. Not kidding folks. I think that it was especially emotional for me because I have always dreamed of being Oprah. That right there is my dream! I am going into broadcast journalism and my dream is to really go somewhere with this degree that I am earning. Oprah did, so why can't I? I may dream too big, but what the heck you only live once. They have outlined her career and it only gave me hope. She started out as a small town broadcaster and kept climbing the ladder. Let's just say I have been bitten by the Dream Bug and I feel like running turbo into this big world. I love ya Oprah. Thanks for the inspiration girlfriend.
Just some quotes I found on my new love... Pinterest. I am obsessed.
Today I am full of random thoughts, and I feel like writing so what do you know? I'm blogging.
First, running in the rain is simply... I cant think of an appropriate word to go there but its good folks. I think starting my day off like this is where all of these random thoughts are flooding in from. I had to cut it short, for the comcast cable man was soon to arrive to my house to do things that 2 ladies can't, but 1 man can. I tried, I really truly did but to my dismay he had to come and pretty much plug one thing to the other. He literally laughed when I told him what we needed done. Awkward. I'm sitting here like what? this is serious business. My shows aren't recording and this is a very big problemo.
Thought number 2, driving past Little Cesar Pizza has changed my life forever. How great are those dancers that hold the signs? You couldn't pay me money to get out there and drop it like its hot, but all of their dancers get jiggy wit it, and I must say they provide me with on sight entertainment. I need to give a shout out to my favorite dancer there on State Street in Provo. She always has a smile from ear to ear and waves at everyone. You go girl.
How good are Baked Cheetos. I can never buy them for myself but when I visit my Mothers house she always has a bag waiting for me. They are absolutely delicious. I forgot how good they were until I tried a few and licked my fingers at the end. WOW. Dangerous. If you ever need a little cheat minute try those babies. Thank me later.
So, I deleted my Facebook a couple weeks ago. I never really was a big facebooker but I surprised myself at the sudden urges I would get. Was I addicted without even knowing? Its possible but it has been so refreshing just living my life and not living through others. This is not always the case and Its probably just me. I tend to look at other peoples lives and realize... Geez I'm not married, I'm not graduating from college a whole year or two early, or I didn't go to that latest concert or something. Then I would find myself feeling really lame. For what reason I have no idea. All I do know is that is perfectly okay to not have taken those next steps in my life. Someday, but not today, and probably not tomorrow.
I think I am going to the University of Utah. There I said it. My Dad is probably going to roll over in his grave, but just so you know Pops I am going just for the education. I promise I won't affiliate with the athletics there in any sort of way. So that's that. I am heading there in the fall PROBABLY, its not for sure but that is what it is looking like.
Last, but certainly not least I know I am 2 days late, but I just wanted to publicly thank my Mom for being such an amazing Mother to me. She has dealt with her share have trials, little did she know the caboose would be giving her a run for her money. She never fails to be there for me even when I try to push her out and act like adult. She knows me better, and knows I will need her. I always will need MY mom. She is one fine lady. I love you mom :) You rock my socks.
Disclaimer: Photo was taken awhile ago, and I was extra cheese ball that day.
Math has never come easy to me, never has been my favorite, and it certainly has caused me very much anxiety throughout my career as a student. Today I started my day off with the biggest pit in my stomach. I couldn't sleep last night as visions of stats equations, and story problems danced in my head. I re-read my study guides once more before I entered that horrible smelling/looking testing center. I may or may not have cried on my way to take this test because alot is riding on whether I pass this test. MY future people. The test took my roughly 2 hours and 15 minutes. By the end of the test my stomach was growling so bad it sounded like a thunder storm in this dead silent room. I had 20 questions left and I was trying so hard not to laugh at the noises my stomach was making. People were probably wondering why I didn't come on a full stomach, but to be perfectly honest I really truly thought any food would have made me blow chunks. Excuse the graphic nature of that last statement. Anyway long story short I have never been so excited to look at a sheet of paper deciding my future. Stats was a bit of a challenge but I am so glad I got it over with. I will never have to take another math class as long as I live. Here comes my next adventure whatever that may be!!!!
This weekend, yes this weekend. I am going to stay here.
That's right. I am headed up to the Grand America in the big city. I plan to sleep, eat and shop. Repeat. I won a free nights stay about eh a year ago. I was going to use it several times, but it just never worked. Due to the expiration date I decided this weekend would be perfect. Finals are complete, I'm tired and this week has just been a week to say the least. I have been looking forward to this stay all week long... but today I decided that I am READY! Today has just been one of those days that I didn't want to do anything. I had to nanny and I knew it was going to take an extra dosage of patience to make it through the day. I may or may not have been down in the dumps today, so when the pops of the kiddos came home early today I was more than thrilled. Who may you ask is accompanying me? My good friend Melissa. She needs this weekend more than I do. So here we goo!!! Anyway the phone is going off, and relaxation is turning on. Cant Wait. Ill let ya know the deets when I get back. Happy Friday :)
Its been awhile so I thought I would update myself on what has been happening. Things I don't want to forget of course. First I have two brand new nieces. I cant describe how much I love new babes so it has been quite the delight. Second, I was able to go to Vegas with the familia to watch BYU play in the Mountain West Tournament. First time my poor skin has seen the sun in what feels like a decade. (aka 5 or 6 months give or take) I was able to drive down by myself and can I just say that I loved it. Good or Bad I do not know, but regardless it was incredible. I was able to sing at the top of my lungs to any song of MY choice. I only stopped once for potty and food, and last but not least I was able to think, and not talk. The vaca was needed desperately and it provided the perfect little break. I love being with my family especially the members that I don't get to see as often. Third, I am now a nanny along with working at Changers. I like it ALOT. There are 3 kiddos but they go to school so I get to spend most of my time with the 3 yr old girlie Hailey. She is the most beautiful little girl EVER. Not to mention has the personality of a 12 yr old and I think she might like me too so were in business. Hailey AND I = BFF. Fourth I learned alot these past 2 months.
1. I learned it's okay to protect your heart
2. Even though it was hard to be right in this situation I wouldn't take anything that I did or said back.
3. I can do hard things.
4. Quote: Don't let the life you planned keep you from the life that is waiting for you. The possibilities are endless.
5. Don't give up
Last, but not least I had another birthday. I am now the ripe young age of 21. Holler. I became a server which has provided me with a whole other list of pet peeves. I really do love it to be honest. I love that I get to meet all different types of peeps. I get to engage in conversation that I would never have the opportunity of doing other wise. I am just grateful that I have two great jobs. That's all. I must apologize to my future self for the lack of photos. I wish I had one photo to share but the cam has been MIA for months so I figure writing it all down will do the job for now. As For Today:
I played the dance kinnect game (Spelling unkown) after a day like today it felt good to laugh.
Along with that it felt good that my only care for that 1 hour was getting the dance move perfect. Yes it meant alot what?
I got free eyelash extension's.... Thanks Linds
I plan to play that dance game much more. Thats right watch out So You Think You Can Dance cause C-Hans is learning some epic new moves.
If anyone out there read this whole thing I give you props. You deserve a prize or ribbon.
Happy Wednesday. I am inventing One Wish Wednesday and for this week I WISH....
I think happiness comes in all shapes and sizes and you never know what kind of package it will come in. I feel like my package has arrived. I am so very happy right now. I may have a stats assignment knocking at my doorstep right now and a million other things that used to bring stress into my life,but I know that depending on my attitude all those things will get done and I stop stressing. Alrighty that's my soap box #1 for the blog diggity, I'm sure more are to come. I have been major slacker on the 30 day challenge,but don't think it really matters I will get it all done some day. They will randomly pop-up from post to post so stay tuned. Day 11 wants me to tell you what is in my make-up bag but truth be told I don't love make-up all that much. It seemed alot more magical when I was growing up. I remember putting lip stick on and feeling instantly like a movie star. Now I can't even keep track of chapstick. From time to time I will wear eye shadow for a big night on the town so long story short my make-up bag is way too boring to even mention. Day 12: The town I live in. Starts with a P and ends with an O. PROVO Ladies and Gents. It's not as bad as I expected to be. It's actually opened up a whole new world to me, so here's to you provo.
Day 13: My favorite Musician. Easy. Ingrid Michaelson. I could be her number one fan. I even named my blog after her. (its one of her songs) She is hands down the best song-writer, singer, and performer. I adore her. She is actually pretty funny too. She doesn't have one song that I don't even kinda not like. The one word I would use to describe her is incredible. I even tried learning her songs on the piano from YouTube. It's still a work in progress, but I am aspiring to be just like her. HA okay a little exxageration but I am obsessed and I love you Ingrid. That's all. Here's a song to brighten any day!
Enjoy! Happy Friday friends. So glad I didn't get selected for jury duty today.:)
This week I have to say has been one of the best weeks that I have had in awhile. Despite being crazy busy I had time to finally feel like myself again. Long Story but it feels good. Also a little angel came and blessed me this week. I have no idea who, but they honestly saved me. I can't describe the feeling I have had this whole week. Doing random acts of kindness makes me want to be a better person, and my little angel whoever you may be I promise, promise that I will pay it forward. Someday, somehow I will. Anywho, on to Day 10. I would like to share my favorite place to eat... Okay, I don't really have a favorite place to eat. Eating out is one of my favorite things to do in life so I have many places that I love to eat at. A couple that come to mind are:
Pizzeria Seven Twelve
CheeseCake Factory
Porcupine Grill
Just to name a few... A couple honorable mentions would be Cafe Sabor, P.f. Changs, and Happy Sumo. MMM. I am getting hungry just thinking about it. Thats All.
Well hello there. So I just have to give a quick shout out to my sis-in-law Gay who recently gave birth to a beautiful babe named Kaia Marie Hansen. I haven't met her quite yet but I know that when I do it will be love at first sight. I just love the smell of new born babies. I know weird right? She looks adorable in all of the pics and I just want to munch on her newborn self. Also I must say that the sun shining these last couple of days has really helped me feel a tiny bit motivated. I will not let myself be fooled by this glimpse of spring but I will embrace the sun while it decides to shine. I'm just sayin... On to Day 9. I would like to show you a picture of an item that I just recently purchased...
The lovely rug is from Ikea and is only $19.99. Steal of a deal and is the perfect accent to any room. The lotion i just picked up and decided to try out so we'll see if I become a tan hottie. I'll be sure to let ya know. Well thats all for today. I realize that I am super behind but I'm off to do my taxes. woot woot. Growing up is super lame. Have a good day :)
A song to match my mood you ask? Well I dont really know what kind of mood I am right now, but the other day I was listening to pandora and this song came on and I don't know why it made me so happy but it truly did and I have been loving it ever since, also there is this other song that I am recently OBSESSED with and I listen to it over and over again so please enjoy! The first one is called Send me on my way, and the latter is Give in to me its from the recently released movie country strong..
Day 7 would like me to describe my dream wedding. I would love too, truly I would. The truth is I don't want to think about anything wedding for awhile. I know some things that I would want and there are some things that I would have wanted but I can't now. So you see this subject is still a little touchy and I don't really feel like planning a wedding, even if it would be my dream wedding. I promise that some day I will come back and plan the best gosh darn wedding you have ever seen. That's all I have to say about that. Hope you have a fabulous day. :)
Oh wow I have fallen far behind. It's amazing how fast your life can fill up with things. Anywho, I am here to tell you what animal I would keep as a pet. Well you see the only pet that I have ever had is a dog. I have nothing against dogs and I am sure if you got me one I would live it to death. On the other hand I must say that I have had the worst experiences with dogs. Not because they are naughty, but simply because they die or you come home from school one day and your mom has decided to sell your dog to another family, or because you try to buy a dog from an American family that just barely moved to Africa and you send them your money only to find out that they have taken your money at the airport and refused to give you your dog. That's about all my heart can handle right now. I know that sentence was record' breaking long and was 100% grammatically incorrect but oh well I don't have time to go back and edit, so you will just have to forgive and forget today. So, if hypothetically speaking I were to open my heart again and take in a pet it would be a small dog of any kind. It would shed and it wouldn't have babies. I was thinking maybe a little something like this...
Day numero cinco would like me to post a pic of myself 2 yrs ago. Two years ago I was attending a very cold Utah State. I had just met a boy that would come to change the person that I am today. Since this very day in the picture I have been through things that are very very great, some things that are sad, and some things that I never want to think about again. I would be lying if to this very day I am still taking my life day by day learning from what I have been through. Anyway it all started on this January day 2 years ago.
Today I am supposed to post a picture of my best friend. Well the truth is I have many best friends so I have decided to post a picture of my closet friends. I know I may be bending the rules but hey its my blog diggity so I think I can do whatever I want...
Janae, Court, Lexi, Chelsi, Ari
I met these lovely ladies my sophomore year of High School. I didn't know then what a blessing each one of them would be in my life. They have been such a good example to me in my life. Now I am going to tell you a little something about each one of them.
Ari: She and I are wing women at heart. We always seem to be single at different times but we have each others back always. We will be Diet Coke buddies for life. I just love her in so many ways.
Lex: Lex is the sweetest person you will ever meet. She is just as beautiful on the inside as she is on the outside. She would do anything for anyone and she has taught me so much in the time that we have been friends and I cant wait for many more years of learning from her.
Court: Court is where I can go for a good time. She is the most spontaneous person I know. She will do anything at the drop of a hat. She is an amazing friend and I am so happy that her and I have remained close all this time.
Janae: Janae is such an amazing person. She was always like our guardian. She takes care of everyone's needs. I always looked to Janae for a good example and a source happiness because the girl seriously always has a smile on her face.
Dana: Dana is simply great. She is hilarious, beautiful, and such a loyal friend. She always supported me in any decision that I made. She never will judge or talk bad about anyone. EVER. I could always count on her to be there for me whenever I had a bad day.
That's All.
Love You Girlies...
My idea of the perfect first date. HMMMM. I think my idea of the perfect first date would have to consist of you knowing the person pretty well. So I am just going to tell you my idea of a perfect date. I am going pretend that I live somewhere warm because we can do that when we are pretending. I would love to be woken up with some breakfast in bed ( i know bad breath and all.) Then I would want to get ready for the day real quick and would be off for a ride on the PCH we could drive for as long and as far as we would like. We would listen to all my favorite songs and then some, and just sing as loud as possible. (note: we would be driving in a convertible of some kind. I don't care what kind) We would then arrive at some lunch place off the side of the road that is right on the beach. We would be in our barefeet letting our toes enjoy the nice warm sand. Our burger and fries would come out nice and juicy and the fries would be really salty. We would sit there and talk forever about nothing important. After lunch we would lay on the beach and just listen. The sun would be extra kind to color our skin just right. We of course would head back to the Santa Monica 3rd St. Promenade. We would shop just a little and then walk down to the pier where the sun was setting. I'm sure we would probably smooch and then fireworks would end this day of BLISS.
Thats all. This date would be perfect because it consist's of all my favorite things like:
Today I would like to tell you about my job. I honestly have a love hate relationship with my job. The people I work with are my family. Sometimes I think I am going to quit and then I have a really good day at work and I can't bring myself to do it. Overall I love my job. I get to meet new people everyday and something new always happens. Where do I work you ask? P.F. Changs. Yes their lettuce wraps are unreal, the Mongolian beef is heavenly and everything else isn't to shabby I must say. I work at the best restaurant ever. I am just grateful that I have a job at this time. The countdown is on until I become a server. I have been counting down for the past 6 months. It agony. I can't wait to turn 21 :) Promotion? please. That's all. Love You Chang's.
So Day one includes a photo and a descroption of how my day was... I don't have any recent photos of myself and I am not about to take one of myself today so I decided to post a pic of me doing what I do best. Basking in the SUN! I miss you Mr. Sunshine so this picture just brightens my day. This picture takes place in a little place I like to call Lake Powell. Enjoy..
My day today started just like any other. I wake up every morning cursing my job. I give myself roughly 10 min to get ready and then I am off usually looking like hurricane Katrina just hit my hair and we don't even want to talk about my outfit. Its bad we'll just leave it at that. I did my usual duties sweep, mop, and clean the potties. Monday's I'm especially lucky because I get to put away the shipment. This includes me hiking up a ladder with large boxes. I then I have to put them all away in an attic thing that I can't stand up in. It's comical. Then I fill up sauces and I'm good to go... Not today. He who shall not be named informed me that people have been tracking in salt "so your going to have to mop again. " You don't even want to know the thoughts that started streaming through my mind. Needless to say I was fired up. When I finally was finished my bestie luckily called me up to go to the mall, perfect place to just blow off some steam. I must say I feel alot better now.
Well Hello first post. I have decided to start a blog so that I can document this special time in my life. Every day something new happens and I just realized that I haven't written down anything that has happened in the last two years of my life. Which figuratively speaking the last two years have defined the person that I have become. I may not be the best writer and I definitely struggle with trying to put my thoughts into words, but I am going to do my best because like I said I want to remember this time in my life. Call me lame but I want to record everything so I look back someday and get a good chuckle. So to start myself out I thought it would be appropriate to try the 30 day blog challenge. Welcome to the Rollar Coaster I like to call life. Here We GO!
